Since childhood I was educated in Catholic circles. In the eyes of friends I belong to the Catholic fanatic. Wherever I go, always introduce my faith. After socializing in college, I was more fair. In college I was glad to discussions with friends contemporaries that his background is different - whether tribal or religious. With the increasingly open discussion wawasanku. And from a fairly democratic mindset that we always avoid the sophist. Everything that is discussed based on the reference clear. To me it adds to the spirit of open Bible. Footnote at the same time making preparations for temen-temen same discussion at every opportunity. Apparently the more I study the Bible carefully, often met the dubious points. Finally I asked the same friend more believers understand the Bible. Even as some pastors. Whenever I ask, I'm trying to position themselves as ordinary people who want to study religion, not as a person with faith. It turned out that their answer did not exactly make my heart with my doubts puas.Seiring I slowly closed the Bible. I want to learn more.
But I'm not directly studied Islam. Because I felt something so deep ravine of them (the Islamic-Christian). Through a number of books I melanglang. I studied Hinduism, and Buddhism. But my conscience still hesitate when it comes to the concept of divinity. Although very good teaching. Er, stuck-mentoknya I also learned the teachings of Islam.
I honestly do prestige. Between averse and want to know continue to churn inside of me. "Why Islam?" my protest. The first step I read the stories of the prophets through books the commentary. The reason, Islam and Christianity were historinya same. Except about the apostolate of the U.S. Jesus and Muhammad. In the last messenger of Prophet Jesus Christian. But there was another prophet in Islam which the Prophet Muhammad. As an ordinary human being, I see that the Qur'an is more humane. This means that all questions have answers. There is the law of cause and effect. Why is this forbidden? Because it can cause this. That's what makes me attracted to Islam.
I think someone believes an early foundation of that trust because of the book (the book). Through it we can be in direct contact with him. For me it was so strong grip. While in other religions, I see many verses that were written by people at that time. And I see a few letters in the Bible that tell the same events but different versions. To me that sort of thing is a big case. Because the holy book turned out to have been touched by human hands. While Islam is more realistic. Because the Qur'an has been revealed as a necessity. Meanwhile, another apostle sunna. That is not binding. This is more humane.
The process of becoming Muslim hijrahku not so smooth. Moreover, a fanatical active Christian family. I say two sentences creed on March 23, 1994 in Malang, East Java. Though I was in college in Jakarta. Indeed during the search, I have a chum in the apple town. He was not willing to teach about Islam, but only shows someone who thinks more appropriate. Ie Zulkifli and Mr. Amir Kiai.
It turned out that one of them also converts. Many religious experience that made me impressed. In addition to strengthening my intention to become Muslim. Trials, my mother's activist church activities. Therefore I strive to keislamanku not know in the past two years. Apparently he knew earlier than I planned. For the first child my mother would place great expectations on me. Once the confidence to know her child is different, of course he thought devastated. That cobaanku greatest. Where I feel afraid that if the mother was angry.
But once everything is open, I surrender to God. I still put myself as a child, which must always respect him. I'm thankful because finally they had a better attitude. But during the "cold war" going on I never want to mention religion. When the big day either Christmas or religion Lebaran I deliberately did not gather the same family. I know, they were disappointed with me. If I attend their big day, there must be feeling awful. But the path of communication. I am constantly visiting parents. Alhamdulillah, the Lebaran few years ago, my mother met me. I think this blessing. Moreover, all this has already been set by Allah SWT. I'm sure of it.
But I'm not directly studied Islam. Because I felt something so deep ravine of them (the Islamic-Christian). Through a number of books I melanglang. I studied Hinduism, and Buddhism. But my conscience still hesitate when it comes to the concept of divinity. Although very good teaching. Er, stuck-mentoknya I also learned the teachings of Islam.
I honestly do prestige. Between averse and want to know continue to churn inside of me. "Why Islam?" my protest. The first step I read the stories of the prophets through books the commentary. The reason, Islam and Christianity were historinya same. Except about the apostolate of the U.S. Jesus and Muhammad. In the last messenger of Prophet Jesus Christian. But there was another prophet in Islam which the Prophet Muhammad. As an ordinary human being, I see that the Qur'an is more humane. This means that all questions have answers. There is the law of cause and effect. Why is this forbidden? Because it can cause this. That's what makes me attracted to Islam.
I think someone believes an early foundation of that trust because of the book (the book). Through it we can be in direct contact with him. For me it was so strong grip. While in other religions, I see many verses that were written by people at that time. And I see a few letters in the Bible that tell the same events but different versions. To me that sort of thing is a big case. Because the holy book turned out to have been touched by human hands. While Islam is more realistic. Because the Qur'an has been revealed as a necessity. Meanwhile, another apostle sunna. That is not binding. This is more humane.
The process of becoming Muslim hijrahku not so smooth. Moreover, a fanatical active Christian family. I say two sentences creed on March 23, 1994 in Malang, East Java. Though I was in college in Jakarta. Indeed during the search, I have a chum in the apple town. He was not willing to teach about Islam, but only shows someone who thinks more appropriate. Ie Zulkifli and Mr. Amir Kiai.
It turned out that one of them also converts. Many religious experience that made me impressed. In addition to strengthening my intention to become Muslim. Trials, my mother's activist church activities. Therefore I strive to keislamanku not know in the past two years. Apparently he knew earlier than I planned. For the first child my mother would place great expectations on me. Once the confidence to know her child is different, of course he thought devastated. That cobaanku greatest. Where I feel afraid that if the mother was angry.
But once everything is open, I surrender to God. I still put myself as a child, which must always respect him. I'm thankful because finally they had a better attitude. But during the "cold war" going on I never want to mention religion. When the big day either Christmas or religion Lebaran I deliberately did not gather the same family. I know, they were disappointed with me. If I attend their big day, there must be feeling awful. But the path of communication. I am constantly visiting parents. Alhamdulillah, the Lebaran few years ago, my mother met me. I think this blessing. Moreover, all this has already been set by Allah SWT. I'm sure of it.