Afraid Not Hold

When first facing the holy month of Ramadan, my heart pounding. I'm filled with fear can not live fast, it's known before converting to Islam I have never been hungry. It was strange to see people not eating or drinking, although food and drink plentiful. Not only that, I also do not know how should the attitude of those who fasted. In my mind, mean fasting should not eat and drink a full day's course.

And the days leading up to Ramadan are the days of scary. To cry because I'm afraid I can not undergo the test weight fast. When should fast the next day, in the evening I ate as much as possible until dawn. So is the next night, I'm dawn and do not stop eating sebleum deadlines. However, I was only able to live it up to 20 days.

Now I'm used to, and fasting is not a hard thing because it turned out I also had to restrain ourselves from all earthly desires. So to reduce the sense of weight that I do everything I can do.

Another challenge I have to face is the desire to fully understand the teachings of Islam, because at least I should be able to respond appropriately if anyone asked about Islam. For that I would not hesitate to let my profession as fotomodel and started doing a safari into the United Arab Emirates, Oman and Bahrain to deepen their understanding of Islamic teachings and culture.