Desire for change of belief is my dream since long. I was raised in a Catholic Christian family environment. However, we live in a Muslim society. My dad used to be followers of Islam, then convert to Christianity because married mothers. Both parents wanted me to be a devout Catholic Christian. But my conscience says no. On the contrary, I actually want to be the people of the Prophet Muhammad.
The desire to convert it, started since childhood when I see Muslims around my house to practice daily, like the five daily prayers, take your lessons learned, as well as celebrate the great days of Islam (PHBI). I am very pleased to see the Muslims perform religious orders that are conducted regularly. In conducting worship, they do not feel the heavy burden, although day and night should pray five times and combined with other sunnah acts of worship.
I was determined to be like them. I want to worship every day, not once a week. With worship every day, I'm sure God will be close to us.
According to them, when I asked about the acts of worship, the five daily prayers are an obligation for every Muslim. When a Muslim prays five times a dereliction of that, he sinned. Every Muslim is also required to learn by learning to recite recite because he will be able to understand the content of A1-Quran holy book. Warning big day Islam is a warning of any incidents or events, in the hope that through the commemoration of the Muslims can improve the quality of piety.
This description makes me more attracted to Islam. The urge to move in that direction increases. I can not lie to my own conscience. I believe that Islam is the most perfect religion than any other religion, especially religion that I embrace. I began to doubt the teachings of the religion of my own. I started going to church rarely and very rarely even open and read the Bible.
Islam desires felt like I segerakan. But I am afraid of my family, especially my father. If they know, I can not imagine what I will receive. I probably should not stay home anymore. The desire was, for a while, I kept deep.
Frankly, I can not lie to my own conscience. I am very impressed by the teachings of Islam. I was always confused and sometimes chills, when I heard a voice call to prayer and remembrance strains. In the midst of the confusion, I feel the coolness with the voices.
The voices seemed to call me to immediately convert to Islam. According to my brothers paternal muslin, or a call to prayer is a call for Muslims to pray immediately. And, remembrance is a practice carried out after the prayer, usually reads Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah and Allahu Akbar.
Dream visited the Moon.
In addition, I also never dreamed that four months was shining brightly and a variety of s type, approached me and seemed to invite me to reach it. I do not know what the meaning of dreams. In my opinion, it's probably a sign or a very big lesson that I will receive.
All the events that I had hidden himself so that families do not know. But I also need a solution for all events. Finally, my father's story to saudarasaudara a Muslim. Those with a sense of joy to welcome my keingian. They promised not to tell ke1w RGA at home. On their advice, I had to learn myself so as not to arise any coercion on my belief that displacement. In addition to them, the dream was also my father tell religious teachers in the school.
Islam Sign
Thank God, Source of strength and guidance of Allah SWT finally came over to me. Guided by Mr. Saleh Abu Bakr, I pledged myself to be a Muslim in the mosque school on April 15, 1997. Two sentences creed I say slowly. I was touched. My eyes filled with tears as pledge lasted creed. Friends who witnessed it too late in the emotion.
After the pronunciation of creed finished, I got spiritual guidance. Mr Saleh Abu Bakr explained about the Islamic religion. "All-tenanmu friend who is your brother in religion," he said. "And all the activity if the intended service life, it will be rewarding," he explained at length.
Worshipping guerrilla
Frankly, I can not hide his delight. I am happy with the advice and counsel of teachers in my school's religion. I immediately asked him to find a substitute for my boat. By his given name of Sarah. I immediately expressed excitement with the prostration of gratitude. The desire to run and believe the word conscience has materialized. Moving beliefs meryadi my ideal since childhood, has been accomplished.
Islam that I believe is right now I run. I started learning about the teachings of Islam from the people closest to, in addition to religious teachers. They were very supportive and helpful and guided me. I learned to pray, read the Qur'an and other religious activities. In order not to get caught, I was forced to guerrilla to worship.
For example, the five daily prayers. I sometimes pray at a neighbor's house or at school or places far from home. Why I do this? Because I was afraid my father knew and I'm not ready to come clean. My father was very strict in implementing rules of the house. However, I remain determined, once Islam remains Islam.
While running the worship is "guerrilla", I wanted to make me a Muslim dm salehah I was determined to run all the commands in either religion. Dream I've ever experienced, I finally found the meaning, ie invitation and encouragement to convert to Islam. The decision that I took nil is a decision best for me.
The desire to convert it, started since childhood when I see Muslims around my house to practice daily, like the five daily prayers, take your lessons learned, as well as celebrate the great days of Islam (PHBI). I am very pleased to see the Muslims perform religious orders that are conducted regularly. In conducting worship, they do not feel the heavy burden, although day and night should pray five times and combined with other sunnah acts of worship.
I was determined to be like them. I want to worship every day, not once a week. With worship every day, I'm sure God will be close to us.
According to them, when I asked about the acts of worship, the five daily prayers are an obligation for every Muslim. When a Muslim prays five times a dereliction of that, he sinned. Every Muslim is also required to learn by learning to recite recite because he will be able to understand the content of A1-Quran holy book. Warning big day Islam is a warning of any incidents or events, in the hope that through the commemoration of the Muslims can improve the quality of piety.
This description makes me more attracted to Islam. The urge to move in that direction increases. I can not lie to my own conscience. I believe that Islam is the most perfect religion than any other religion, especially religion that I embrace. I began to doubt the teachings of the religion of my own. I started going to church rarely and very rarely even open and read the Bible.
Islam desires felt like I segerakan. But I am afraid of my family, especially my father. If they know, I can not imagine what I will receive. I probably should not stay home anymore. The desire was, for a while, I kept deep.
Frankly, I can not lie to my own conscience. I am very impressed by the teachings of Islam. I was always confused and sometimes chills, when I heard a voice call to prayer and remembrance strains. In the midst of the confusion, I feel the coolness with the voices.
The voices seemed to call me to immediately convert to Islam. According to my brothers paternal muslin, or a call to prayer is a call for Muslims to pray immediately. And, remembrance is a practice carried out after the prayer, usually reads Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah and Allahu Akbar.
Dream visited the Moon.
In addition, I also never dreamed that four months was shining brightly and a variety of s type, approached me and seemed to invite me to reach it. I do not know what the meaning of dreams. In my opinion, it's probably a sign or a very big lesson that I will receive.
All the events that I had hidden himself so that families do not know. But I also need a solution for all events. Finally, my father's story to saudarasaudara a Muslim. Those with a sense of joy to welcome my keingian. They promised not to tell ke1w RGA at home. On their advice, I had to learn myself so as not to arise any coercion on my belief that displacement. In addition to them, the dream was also my father tell religious teachers in the school.
Islam Sign
Thank God, Source of strength and guidance of Allah SWT finally came over to me. Guided by Mr. Saleh Abu Bakr, I pledged myself to be a Muslim in the mosque school on April 15, 1997. Two sentences creed I say slowly. I was touched. My eyes filled with tears as pledge lasted creed. Friends who witnessed it too late in the emotion.
After the pronunciation of creed finished, I got spiritual guidance. Mr Saleh Abu Bakr explained about the Islamic religion. "All-tenanmu friend who is your brother in religion," he said. "And all the activity if the intended service life, it will be rewarding," he explained at length.
Worshipping guerrilla
Frankly, I can not hide his delight. I am happy with the advice and counsel of teachers in my school's religion. I immediately asked him to find a substitute for my boat. By his given name of Sarah. I immediately expressed excitement with the prostration of gratitude. The desire to run and believe the word conscience has materialized. Moving beliefs meryadi my ideal since childhood, has been accomplished.
Islam that I believe is right now I run. I started learning about the teachings of Islam from the people closest to, in addition to religious teachers. They were very supportive and helpful and guided me. I learned to pray, read the Qur'an and other religious activities. In order not to get caught, I was forced to guerrilla to worship.
For example, the five daily prayers. I sometimes pray at a neighbor's house or at school or places far from home. Why I do this? Because I was afraid my father knew and I'm not ready to come clean. My father was very strict in implementing rules of the house. However, I remain determined, once Islam remains Islam.
While running the worship is "guerrilla", I wanted to make me a Muslim dm salehah I was determined to run all the commands in either religion. Dream I've ever experienced, I finally found the meaning, ie invitation and encouragement to convert to Islam. The decision that I took nil is a decision best for me.
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